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Just a random thought...

Wed Feb 4, 2009, 6:04 AM
I saw a movie yesterday... Or rather the end of a movie... And, well, it ended with the main character dying (don't ask me what movie it was, because I can't remember). His family was crushed (a normal reaction if you ask me)... and well, I thought what would happen if someone dear me died... My God, I think I'd be an useless vegetable for months, maybe years. I can't stand losing people I love. That is my greatest fear... losing the ones I really care about, but not just by dying... I don't want to lose my friends, I don't want them to hate me.

I sound really emo, right now, but that's the truth.

I think about my life as a structure, supported only with a few pillars - the people I love: my family and friends. And if one crushes down, the whole area it was supporting, crushes too. And it takes me a lot of time to rebulid it... but in the end, it's just going to be an useless imitation of what it used to be. Like when a stone wall falls, and you replace it with polyester.

Just an illusion. And illusions don't last long.

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  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Alanis Morissette ~ Underneath
  • Reading: So You Want To Be a Wizard ~ Diane Duane
  • Watching: ...
  • Playing: ...
  • Eating: popcorn :D
  • Drinking: tea

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LOVE
~the smell of new books
~winter nights (with snow!)... I think that's an incredibly romantic thing...
~my family
~my friends
~a boy
~green eyes! (I wantttt...)
~reading
~drawing
~writing ^_^
~silence
~flowers in general
~to be free
~popcorn
~icelandic (i want to learn...)
~figure skating (Steph Lambiel :D)
~magic
~cats
~fries ;)

HATE
~traitors
~school
~homework
~dark (not the night, mind you.)
~stress
~to be told what to do

15 Random things:

1. I never say outright yes or no. It's always "I think so" or "I don't think so" or "Possibly" or "Maybe"
2. I have a fixation with apologizing. Sorry.
3. I am the worst of the best.
4. I love the letter "R"
5. I think that the future us unknown and it can go either way, not that "it was meant to be like that"... but of course, sometimes it's easier to say: "Oh, it was meant to be like that, there was nothing I could do."
6. I write full words on YM! only when I'm upset or angry.
7. I think my English teacher is insane.
8. I believe I have magical powers, hidden somewhere deep down... waiting for me to discover them.
9. I believe in soul-mates.
10. I always listen to the same song 1000 times before I listen to another.
11. I think Sandoiu is the most brilliant teacher alive.
12. Aliens don't exist. What people think are UFOs, are in fact "Fire-birds" and they come from a world called Amaellynth.
13. I don't talk much.
14. I think school was especially invented for torture.
15. I believe that if you think hard enough that something will happen, it most certainly will.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: The city of many dreams
  • Interests: Drawing, reading, (figure) skating, music, sleep, day-dreaming, magic
  • Favourite movie: Radioflyer, Titanic, Lord of the Rings, Superhero Movie, Jumper
  • Favourite band or musician: Alanis Morissette
  • Favourite poet or writer: Mihail Drumes, J.R.R. Tolkien, C.S. Lewis, J.K. Rowling, Stephenie Meyer
  • Favourite style of art: Traditional, definitely. Pencil an paper :D
  • Skin of choice: I prefer mine.
  • Favourite game: Ballance:))
  • Favourite cartoon character: Tom, from Tom & Jerry
  • Personal Quote: "Eternity lasts as long as you live. Or maybe it lasts more than a lot"

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~PerfectSwindle Oct 25, 2009, 12:21:07 PM
thank you so much for the fav :aww:

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~dame-pique Oct 6, 2009, 11:25:43 PM
thans for the fav, i realy appreciaste it :hug:

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~Chocolate1003 Oct 7, 2009, 7:39:59 AM
You're welcome :hug:

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~Z-any Aug 5, 2009, 8:22:35 AM
Thanks for the fav :)

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~Chocolate1003 Aug 5, 2009, 1:13:52 PM
you're welcome! ^^

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=Emerald-Depths Jul 21, 2009, 8:42:28 PM
Thank you so much for faving "Luna Moth." :)

I'm glad you liked it. ^^

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~Chocolate1003 Jul 31, 2009, 3:15:03 PM
I Loved it! :love: It's brilliant. And you're welcome. ^^

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"OK. Good luck,then. You could stuff and sell them. I'm sure you'd make lots of money."
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=ShiftingWaterz Jul 10, 2009, 2:25:19 PM
thank you for the :+fav:

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Then bleed on my darling to the sound of a dream
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~Chocolate1003 Jul 11, 2009, 10:43:10 AM
You are very welcome ^^

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"I'm going mosquito hunting. Be right back."
"OK. Good luck,then. You could stuff and sell them. I'm sure you'd make lots of money."
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